so its close to 11 am already. its a feat in itself that i've been awake enough to see the sunshine, considering my erratic sleeping patterns. nothing's progressive so far. life's been stagnant, boring, dull, inanimate, unproductive, etc.etc. basically, everything that it shouldn't be, atleast not in my age. so i turned 24 recently. i slept on the eve of my birthday, hoping that the following morning i would wake up feeling different, instead i woke up a good twelve hours late and hungover!! birthdays aren't that big as they are made out to be. believe me , they are the most over-hyped occasions. the sooner you realize this, the better for you. personally speaking, i've never had anything against birthdays, but they serve as a reminder for me to reflect on things that i've missed that year. result? i'm sadder and depressed by the time the clock strikes 12 and its a new day already.

i've always felt very strongly about LOVE. honestly speaking, my decisions have more often than not been heart-directed. i've held personal relations with utmost regard and nothing has ever mattered more to me than the other person's happiness. perhaps, working on it too much has taken a toll on me. blogging about a relationship-personal or otherwise-is not something that i would normally resort to so i am gonna  leave it at just that. for once, i am gonna let fate take its course, atleast i wouldn't have to live with regrets then.

everything said and done, it is finally time for me to pull myself out of the bed and plan for the day-something that i haven't done in recent times. if i can cut the slack easily, it won't be long until my next blog update. also hoping, that next time i decide to write something, it would be minus the monotony. looking forward to a brighter, happier times. happy belated birthday to me!!!