i don't know why is it so hard for me to please people...its like i am always trying but somehow, somewhere i leave loopholes. ok, i know that nobody is perfect and it is our imperfections that make us so real and human. but ofcourse, easier said than done. maybe i am simply going through one of those low phases in life when all i need is a reason bad enough to crib about. again, when i know that i should be sitting with my books right now and preparing for my exams, i am actually concentrating more on my blog.
i wonder if its normal for a 23 year old to feel this way, but i have this strange, yet strong urge to pack my bags and leave for some place where there is no network coverage-completely alienated and cut off from civilization. but then i'd miss my facebook and blog so much!!!!
maybe its just exams or maybe i am undergoing serious hormonal and psychological changes. it just feels so insane sometimes that i wish i could i tear my hair out. by the way, early this year i did do something as crazy- i cut my long hair which i had so painstakingly nurtured only because a stupid bloke proved to be a piss-off moron!!! i miss my hair (its growing at an alarmingly quick rate!!! yippeeeee!!) and fear that people may mistake me for a boy who happens to look feminine (of course, it is an absolutely absurd idea..but well, women do get ridiculous notions most of the time) but....who cares?
i think i am kind of getting out of the hopeless zone now so while i am at it, i may as well study a bit and try and get past my half-an-hour routine for a change....(i'll miss doing this).
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